So yeah, after coming home from American Idol, I got seriously sick, I had a stomach virus for two days and then after that I just felt like shit so I figure I'll start up again with school next week. I mean damn what a way to start out the year right? Haha Oh well, I will make it this year..
Something I need to get off my chest...I work so damn hard. I've been working these past 3 weeks with a broken foot...and I support my damn family. My car had to have the alternator fixed on the 1st day of school yeah thanks car...anyways it cost $400! So I've been saving up for the past 2 weeks and I finally get enough money to get it out of the shop when my mom springs on me that the CABLE bill is due and they are going to cut it off if I don't give her $80 to give them...so now I'm down to $320...so today she says oh there's not any gas in my car and I've been having to drive you and Jesse to school so there goes more money...
Its like the more money that I make, the more it just gets sucked away.
And I know that I shouldn't be upset because its not her fault that she has to ask, but honestly there is NOWHERE for her to work. Nobody needs a receptionist, or a babysitter...
Like she can't work on her feet at McDonalds...because lord knows that she would if she could! But I just really don't know how much I can take.
I know my bills have to be paid every month...my car payment, insurance and phone bill. Those are mine. But its ridiculous that I'm being punshed that she had to help me at the beginning of the month to buy school clothes. Like I shouldn't have to fork over every single dime that I make to her, I mean this is just getting horrible.
I know that she's done it for me for all these years but really, its just getting to the point where I want to say NO.
I really wish that I could find her a job, like where she could sit, and make money. I mean hell it can't be that hard...
Any ideas guys? I'm desperate!
Anyways thanks for listening to my ranting!
Leave me some comments...I don't have any!
Love <3
Saturday, August 18, 2007
American Idol or American Skank?
American Idol was crazy.
Went up there at like 2 AM and got there at 3:30 AM. Stood in line to get in the GA Dome and finally got inside at around 5:20 AM. Then we basically sat around foreverrrr. We had to learn the crowd song which was "I'd like to teach the world to sing" and seriously I HATE that song now. Like it was wearing on my nerves sooooo badly! Anyways, at around 10 AM Ryan Seacrest showed up and we had to do that whole crowd shot thing where he goes "This is American Idol" and we all scream yeah...about 20 takes of that before we got it "perfect" AHHH And then at around 12 PM they begin to start letting people onto the field to audition...and that went soooo slow... So I went and got my hair done at the FREE salon that Garnier Fructis was sponsoring and yeah I got to meet CONSTANTINE from Season 5 of A.I. and he was SO nice :D
Anyways, then I went back to my seat and waited a lonnng time and finally at around 5 PM they called my section down to the field. And they put us into groups of 4...We went up to this little table and they called us foward one two three four. Yeah so you get about 20 whole sec. to sing and they don't ask for your name or anything you just SING....and I did, to the damn best of my ability, after the four of us sang, they called us all to the table and said "You all have great voices, really, but you're just not what we're looking for this year sorry" so yeah then you walk over to this girl and she SNIPS your wristband off, as if being rejected wasn't hard enough already! And you don't even get to keep it as a souvnier or anything! Then we walked up like 50 flights of stairs and I came home...
So yeah that was my American Idol experience.
It was fun, but I'll never do it again, they're only looking for T.V. show ratings basically. Not talent. Because to tell you the truth, EVERYBODY that is at Idol can carry a tune, some of them can even sing like nobody's business, but in the end, its all about who they can make fun of on t.v. really. I think in all they let maybe 50 or 60 through to the next round while I was there...who knows?
Some of the people to make it through to the next round included: A girl who wore a skirt up her ass and HUMPED the 50 yrd line of the GA Dome...
Spinner Man...
and America's Next HeShe Top Model....
Went up there at like 2 AM and got there at 3:30 AM. Stood in line to get in the GA Dome and finally got inside at around 5:20 AM. Then we basically sat around foreverrrr. We had to learn the crowd song which was "I'd like to teach the world to sing" and seriously I HATE that song now. Like it was wearing on my nerves sooooo badly! Anyways, at around 10 AM Ryan Seacrest showed up and we had to do that whole crowd shot thing where he goes "This is American Idol" and we all scream yeah...about 20 takes of that before we got it "perfect" AHHH And then at around 12 PM they begin to start letting people onto the field to audition...and that went soooo slow... So I went and got my hair done at the FREE salon that Garnier Fructis was sponsoring and yeah I got to meet CONSTANTINE from Season 5 of A.I. and he was SO nice :D
Anyways, then I went back to my seat and waited a lonnng time and finally at around 5 PM they called my section down to the field. And they put us into groups of 4...We went up to this little table and they called us foward one two three four. Yeah so you get about 20 whole sec. to sing and they don't ask for your name or anything you just SING....and I did, to the damn best of my ability, after the four of us sang, they called us all to the table and said "You all have great voices, really, but you're just not what we're looking for this year sorry" so yeah then you walk over to this girl and she SNIPS your wristband off, as if being rejected wasn't hard enough already! And you don't even get to keep it as a souvnier or anything! Then we walked up like 50 flights of stairs and I came home...
So yeah that was my American Idol experience.
It was fun, but I'll never do it again, they're only looking for T.V. show ratings basically. Not talent. Because to tell you the truth, EVERYBODY that is at Idol can carry a tune, some of them can even sing like nobody's business, but in the end, its all about who they can make fun of on t.v. really. I think in all they let maybe 50 or 60 through to the next round while I was there...who knows?
Some of the people to make it through to the next round included: A girl who wore a skirt up her ass and HUMPED the 50 yrd line of the GA Dome...
Spinner Man...
and America's Next HeShe Top Model....
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