Well today was good :D Show Choir Pool Party was amazing! Even though I wish Morgan would've been there, it was still fun regardless...
As we were at the pool party, this song came on...
And it's like everybody's favorite, but I mean I kind of wonder if they listen to the lyrics, because no truer words have ever been spoken...
Why can't I get him out of my head? I wish that I could move on
But I really don't know where else to go you know?
So here are the lyrics to Elliot Yamin's "Wait for you"
Let me know if they mean anything to anybody...
[Verse 1]
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Monday, July 16, 2007
California Dreamin...
So today was the first day of Show Choir boot camp...
And I must say, I was kind of disappointed.
Like, last year, everybody was excited about camp and everything,
but seeing as I went last week, I didn't feel the pain when I ran and worked out today
I know that I'm complaining over nothing, because it means I'm getting stronger,
but I don't know, it kinda makes camp feel more real if you hurt afterward! haha
But oh well, today we only had like 15 Soundsations because 3 of them were finishing summer school, 2 are out of town, and 5 were at band camp, and like 4 people are missing in action haha we really don't know where they are or if they're coming back or not. So yeah it was crazy today.
Here's some pictures :D
Today was also my first day of work at Jeneane's
And it was pretty amazing, it's definately the best job I've had so far..
Everybody says that waitressing is hard, but if you have your mind on what you're doing and are really nice to people, its not hard at all. But then again, it was only my first day lol
But all the people that I work with are SUPER nice and the girl that is training me is like me in 7 years haha she's so amazing!
But yeah, the girl said that I did really really good tonight and by at least Friday I'll be waiting on my own tables (which means I actually get to KEEP my tips!) So you will have to come see me :D
Anyway, I'm tired, and I'm doing this thing where I try to empty my mind before I go to sleep, it helps me sleep better so yes, thats what I just did!
Comments?
Love <3
And I must say, I was kind of disappointed.
Like, last year, everybody was excited about camp and everything,
but seeing as I went last week, I didn't feel the pain when I ran and worked out today
I know that I'm complaining over nothing, because it means I'm getting stronger,
but I don't know, it kinda makes camp feel more real if you hurt afterward! haha
But oh well, today we only had like 15 Soundsations because 3 of them were finishing summer school, 2 are out of town, and 5 were at band camp, and like 4 people are missing in action haha we really don't know where they are or if they're coming back or not. So yeah it was crazy today.
Here's some pictures :D
Today was also my first day of work at Jeneane's
And it was pretty amazing, it's definately the best job I've had so far..
Everybody says that waitressing is hard, but if you have your mind on what you're doing and are really nice to people, its not hard at all. But then again, it was only my first day lol
But all the people that I work with are SUPER nice and the girl that is training me is like me in 7 years haha she's so amazing!
But yeah, the girl said that I did really really good tonight and by at least Friday I'll be waiting on my own tables (which means I actually get to KEEP my tips!) So you will have to come see me :D
Anyway, I'm tired, and I'm doing this thing where I try to empty my mind before I go to sleep, it helps me sleep better so yes, thats what I just did!
Comments?
Love <3
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Poor Unfortunate Soul
That kind of describes me say oh, 3 or 4 months ago.
I was at the bottom of the barell, literally
I was lying, cheating, "imagining" shit you name it, I was doing it.
I don't really know who that person was, and I'm so glad to say that I'm no longer that girl,
yes, her name was Cady Otwell,
and yes, my name is still Cady Otwell,
but I am NO longer the person that I was during that time..
I hurt the people closest to me,
just so I could be accepted by everyone
and guess what, it worked, for a while
but then one day, everything backfired on me
and thank GOD that it did...
sure it seemed like the end of the world then,
but now,
I'm such a better, stronger, healthier, brighter person
but without that happening to me...
I wouldn't be me NOW, the nicer person that I am lol
That was me then, sure, I look happy but really...look at me now...
And tell me that you can't see someone happier, brighter, and all around more glowing...well if you can't see it, I know that I SURE can, and really I guess that's all that really matters...
But you know,
I'm SO much better.
I'm not lying,
I'm not backstabbing,
I'm just living my life,
for me now, not whoever that was before
that monster that I had let myself become.
Like for real, it was horrible...
Besides the point...
Life is good now,
I'm really truly the happiest that I have ever been in my life :D
Friends are great, I'm getting a long with people I never have before.
And best of all, the one person that I hurt the most with my crazy shit that I pulled,
She's coming back around and thank God for that, I mean I know that we will never be as close as we were, but I mean, I wasn't myself then and I really hope that she knows that, but you know, I'm happy just being able to talk to her I mean gah I've missed her so much. :D
Anyway, Show Choir Camp starts tomorrow,
and I'm really quite excited about it!
My final year of high school is going to be amazing
you know how I know that?
Because I'm amazing now, and I will never let myself get to where I was before..
Oh, and I'm starting my new job tomorrow as well
at Jeneane's which I'm really excited about!
Well I doubt that anybody will read this,
but if you do,
Thanks I really appreciate it...
Love <3
I was at the bottom of the barell, literally
I was lying, cheating, "imagining" shit you name it, I was doing it.
I don't really know who that person was, and I'm so glad to say that I'm no longer that girl,
yes, her name was Cady Otwell,
and yes, my name is still Cady Otwell,
but I am NO longer the person that I was during that time..
I hurt the people closest to me,
just so I could be accepted by everyone
and guess what, it worked, for a while
but then one day, everything backfired on me
and thank GOD that it did...
sure it seemed like the end of the world then,
but now,
I'm such a better, stronger, healthier, brighter person
but without that happening to me...
I wouldn't be me NOW, the nicer person that I am lol
That was me then, sure, I look happy but really...look at me now...
And tell me that you can't see someone happier, brighter, and all around more glowing...well if you can't see it, I know that I SURE can, and really I guess that's all that really matters...
But you know,
I'm SO much better.
I'm not lying,
I'm not backstabbing,
I'm just living my life,
for me now, not whoever that was before
that monster that I had let myself become.
Like for real, it was horrible...
Besides the point...
Life is good now,
I'm really truly the happiest that I have ever been in my life :D
Friends are great, I'm getting a long with people I never have before.
And best of all, the one person that I hurt the most with my crazy shit that I pulled,
She's coming back around and thank God for that, I mean I know that we will never be as close as we were, but I mean, I wasn't myself then and I really hope that she knows that, but you know, I'm happy just being able to talk to her I mean gah I've missed her so much. :D
Anyway, Show Choir Camp starts tomorrow,
and I'm really quite excited about it!
My final year of high school is going to be amazing
you know how I know that?
Because I'm amazing now, and I will never let myself get to where I was before..
Oh, and I'm starting my new job tomorrow as well
at Jeneane's which I'm really excited about!
Well I doubt that anybody will read this,
but if you do,
Thanks I really appreciate it...
Love <3
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