So yeah, after coming home from American Idol, I got seriously sick, I had a stomach virus for two days and then after that I just felt like shit so I figure I'll start up again with school next week. I mean damn what a way to start out the year right? Haha Oh well, I will make it this year..
Something I need to get off my chest...I work so damn hard. I've been working these past 3 weeks with a broken foot...and I support my damn family. My car had to have the alternator fixed on the 1st day of school yeah thanks car...anyways it cost $400! So I've been saving up for the past 2 weeks and I finally get enough money to get it out of the shop when my mom springs on me that the CABLE bill is due and they are going to cut it off if I don't give her $80 to give them...so now I'm down to $320...so today she says oh there's not any gas in my car and I've been having to drive you and Jesse to school so there goes more money...
Its like the more money that I make, the more it just gets sucked away.
And I know that I shouldn't be upset because its not her fault that she has to ask, but honestly there is NOWHERE for her to work. Nobody needs a receptionist, or a babysitter...
Like she can't work on her feet at McDonalds...because lord knows that she would if she could! But I just really don't know how much I can take.
I know my bills have to be paid every month...my car payment, insurance and phone bill. Those are mine. But its ridiculous that I'm being punshed that she had to help me at the beginning of the month to buy school clothes. Like I shouldn't have to fork over every single dime that I make to her, I mean this is just getting horrible.
I know that she's done it for me for all these years but really, its just getting to the point where I want to say NO.
I really wish that I could find her a job, like where she could sit, and make money. I mean hell it can't be that hard...
Any ideas guys? I'm desperate!
Anyways thanks for listening to my ranting!
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sweet girl,
I am sorry that it is so hard. Eventually you will find your way, I have great faith in you...you have grown up so much this past year (at least from what I see, hear, and read here). Hang in there, and try to own what is yours--not necessarily everything others try to give you...
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